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Posted: Sep 17 2017, 11:16 AM
tw: domestic abuse, thoughts of suicide
i'm just a little too needy
full name miles nico won
nickname(s) miles, baby boy, human cocaine
dob march 16, 1999
zodiac sign pisces
the label the helping hand
place of birth franklin, tennessee, usa
current residence surry hills
height 5′ 10″ (177 cm)
gender cis male
occupation nursing student
for a request? yes
sexual orientation dick
parents james won & alexandria won (dead)
siblings ---- won (23, older brother)
other family none
pets does a tamagotchi count?
relationship status single
current partner jesus
past partners too many to count
future partners more jesus and denial
don't wanna cry anymore
your mother was dead.
she'd be dead your entire life. you had no memory of her, and if she came back you would need your older brother around to see her. your brother kept an old photo of her in his wallet, and sometimes you could hear him pull it out at night and cry from the bed next to you. he'd show it to you plenty of times, and you could always remember that picture, but it wasn't real. when you were younger he'd talk about some memories he had of her, which always in him being a blubbering mess, and you would always tell him sorry and start crying, but it wasn't the same pain. he missed her because he missed the memories, you missed her because you would never have any of those memories. which pain was worse you couldn't figure out, but you still cried whenever you thought about it. you cried at almost everything.
you got an c or lower on a quiz, you'd ask to go to the bathroom and cry your eyes out. someone tried to make fun of you for having a pink Tamagotchi, tears would fall just as soon as your brother was beating the asshole up. you tried to hold your tears back, but they just fell and fell. they couldn't be stopped. if your dad started yelling at you and hitting your brother, you would cry and get hit harder.
just like your mother being dead, you couldn't remember a time when your dad wasn't hitting you. your brother talked off such a time, trying to keep you in high spirits, but it never really worked. soon he gave up, and the both of you accepted that this was your life. he'd hit you if you didn't do all of your chores fast enough, or if you wore a pink shirt (which you did a lot), or for reason besides he was drunk and needed to let his pain out. you never understood why he did it, but just tried to hold back the tears fighting so you wouldn't get hit harder. Luckily for you, your brother took most of the punches. whether out of nobility or because he liked getting hit, he would push your father off of you and start antagonizing him to give you a chance to run. then once your father passed out and your brother was good and beaten, he'd stumble into your room and you would get to work. you kept a small first aid kit with "borrowed" supplies from your school's nurse where you were often helping out. he would protest you trying to fix up his wounds, but in the end, you'd be able to guilt him into letting you do your work. This was one of the best parts of the day to you. not that seeing your brother hurt and in pain was fun, but you loved being able to help. he beat kids up and took punches for you, that being able to do this in exchange felt rewarding. like you were of use, instead of just a Tamagotchi addicted pink wearing guy who sometimes looked at other guys in a not-just-friend way.
that's why when your brother fled to Australia a couple of weeks after his eighteenth birthday, you couldn't stop the tears. he was your only friend, besides the school nurse and your Tamagotchi named bubbles. he was always there when someone made fun of you because you stared at the hot science teacher for too long, with the same look most of the girls had. or when your dad got drunk (aka every night) and he decided that his youngest son would become his punching bag. but that barrier was gone. the most your brother had given you at the age of 13 was a small post-it note read "I'm sorry, I couldn't take it anymore. I went to Sydney with some friends. I'll come back for you." but he never did. for 5 years you had to deal with your father's punches, your classmate's jokes and snickers, and the sickening feeling of all of this being your life forever.
and you thought of killing yourself. what person who had his only support system besides a fifty-year-old lady and a fucking electronic alien pet ripped away in the dead of night wouldn't? a couple of times you almost did it. but something always got in the way. bubbles would make some noise or you'd put it off because of a big project. you were a master of procrastination. after i get this essay done. Next weekend, I have to volunteer this weekend. who will take care of bubbles? i have to get this application done, maybe i'll actually get into this school?
and you did get into that school, and with scholarships, because your father made pennies. Finally, having him as your father was good for something. your mother had hidden away some money for your school which you used for the almost 24-hour flight to Sydney. and you smiled the whole way, except for when some kid decided to kick your chair for almost an hour, then you almost considered murder. but you didn't. because 1)you would definitely go to hell for that 2)you would probably go to jail. which sucked on both sides. if you went to hell that meant no country music concerts with Jesus, which was your dream heaven. and if you went to jail then you couldn't go to USyd, which sucked because you'd done a whole 1000 words to get that scholarship and you weren't going to give it up. so you looked back and with the nicest voice possible told the kid to please stop (which prompted his mom to go red and yell at her son to stop) and turned back around and continued to smile.
maybe life would be good for once. maybe you wouldn't have to hold back tears and keep smiling.
This is miles. he is a soft boy who enjoys country music a little too much and also might have a drinking problem? even though he had a pretty awful childhood, he's been able to be positive since he came to sydney. Since he has been in Sydney and joined the frat he has acquired some not so productive habits, which basically contradicted other habits he already developed. he drinks like a sailor (but doesn't cuss like one) and hooks up with someone new almost every night (except sunday, that is god's day). even though he really believes in god and goes to church every sunday, and sometimes wednesday, miles is a major sinner. but jesus is all about forgiveness, right?
miles isn't too familiar with this "friends" concept, but when he got to Australia and started at USyd, and especially once he joined the frat, he began to come out of his shell. the past eighteen years of being alone, besides bubbles (who will remain his best friend forever), washed away and he was able to find people who didn't mock him because he liked guys and wore pink with every outfit. *warning* he will attack you at any given moment and demand hugs.
he is very scared of confrontation, because of his past with violence. he will run away if someone starts yelling too loud or if a situation gets too heated. miles is super sensitive and cries at everything, he walked out of the theatre when he went to see UP after the opening scene because he literally couldn't.
never really had a romantic relationship because during his child and teen years he was pretty much an outcast, plus growing up in the couth didn't really help because he likes guys. he never had one moment when he "found out" he was gay, but more he just kind of always felt feelings for guys. isn't really sure where he is on the spectrum. he still has a little bit of stigma from his childhood which makes him kind of deny he is gay, so he doesn't say he is and more just likes who wants to like. will flirt with you if he is drunk enough (is always drunk enough). he tries to hide his hoe side with cuteness and Jesus. attempts to leave room for Jesus, but sometimes he can't so oops there's a dick in my ass.
frat bros. drinking buds. fellow hardcore Christians. 'Merica. idk he's a soft hoe who listens to country music?
authored by red eastern kwon soonyoung (hoshi)
Posted: Sep 23 2017, 07:24 PM
he is ready to face the world and drink way too much for his weight!
Posted: Sep 23 2017, 08:25 PM
19 years old
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Posted: Sep 23 2017, 10:33 PM
20 years old
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<3<3<3 Hello it me and I got some boys to throw at you :3
SO lets get some frat bros out of the way.
First this is Rocket and he is sometimes just lots of energy. SO um he is also from the us and recently moved he isn't as young and Miles but he is considered one of the new baby bros too haha. Rocket isn't really a baby but sometimes he comes of as cuter than he expects. BUT it seems Rocko bro had a very diff life than Miles his parents just divorced but he was too young to really have it matter much. His life has been nice, and pretty much easy, the worst thing was just that he is not really book smart at all, never has been and at times has been called 'big dumb yung' but it's whatever. The thing is yeah he has had to deal with school being hard but he was gifted with athletics so he always had that to outshine his other downfalls. AND his brother is famous in the world of winter sports. :3 ( tommy yung is a pro snowboarder he is gonna be in the Olympics) Because of Tommy that means Rocket has gotten trickle down fame and the boy is just getting lucky and going with it gaining a name himself.
So that's a lot of info that might not matter hahaha. So Rocket is just a nice kid! Really he just is down to have fun with everyone. At times he might say dumb things he has put his own foot in his mouth without knowing it but he feels bad when he realizes that he has. He also has a habit of wanting to cheer people up with doing xtreme things like sky diving or rock climbing and stuff lol. He would think that Miles is a cutie, would want to stand up for him whenever needed :3
NEXT maxwell kang
This is the frat mum and all these boys are gonna give him gray hairs istg. SO Mack would be so watchful of Miles sense the boy is soft and young. He would defo be there if Miles ever needed to talk. The drinking worries him, while yeah they all drink and have fun there is a line and he might think that Miles is sorta toeing it. Maybe Mack will step in and be like :c bro.
Really Mack is a follower but he has a super watchful heart. Its second nature for him with having to pick up with looking after his little sister sense he was young and antony white (the frat dad) then when the guy bulldozed into his heart to be his best brosband for life.
NOW yves toulouse
He also goes to uni, but he is not at all in the frat. Yves is a music major and he is just a soft boy. He likes piano, cacti, and big sweaters. So they probably would be nice friends, idk how specifically they would meet sense they are both in very different fields of study. So Yves looks like he is just a thin pretty soft boy he does have this habit of coming off as better than a lot of people, its not because he thinks he is. Mostly its just he isn't the kind to speak for no reason and he doesn't really ask a whole lot of questions. Maybe they could have a misunderstanding? Like Miles could think that Yves hates him when that isn't true at all lol.
SO i also have kiettisuk lee
You remember Kiet yeh? Fun sunshine artist bubby. Well he recently started part time at Sweet Stuff! It was to help with the bills at home so his husband Vandal wouldn't have to shoulder it all. Sure he sells art sometimes but its not enough to really be a steady thing. right now. Kiet loves people so I'm sure with him bentley hwang and Miles they are just cute work friends. Oh also he goes to the uni too!
I also have cherry bai
He is a math major who hates it and focuses more on his performing arts minor haha. Cherry is also a drag performer but no one knows that one. Well some do but none who actually tell or have put it together lol. Idk if they would know each other but Cherry also knows some of the frat bros! :3
Posted: Sep 24 2017, 07:41 AM
okay so miles may not hook up on sunday, god's day, but what if he hooks up with Sunday?
Sunday Hwang ofc!
He's nineteen and one of the newest kids to join the frat. he moved to sydney from france in december and he's just really enjoying live in australia and embracing everything that he can. he sees tony as his idol, doing whatever the other boy tells him to do and trying to learn as much as he can about being a bro and being australian as he can.
he's also super horny AND a cam boy. he makes loads of money wanking off in front of the camera and accepts requests (like he's cammed himself trying to pee with a boner for some guy for hundreds). he does a lot of weird stuff but as long as he gets paid for it he doesn't mind.
he is always down for people sneaking into his bed, although tony has been teaching him that he can't fuck people when he's sober and they're drunk because it's wrong (he's learning all about consent), but he would a hundred percent give miles a wristie or a bj just to help him sleep you know!
also miles feel free to touch any part of sunday that you want c: just not before he plays a game bc he is so superstitious about that sort of thing (he wants to be a pro footballer)
miles & kit
okay i swear this isn't just bc of picspam, but kit honestly is the kind of guy that miles needs to be friends with. he's small and pink (lately lime green but his aesthetic is mostly pink!) and is just now opening up a fortune telling/cat cafe with his cousin rad. he's had a turbulent last year but things are looking up (also he's started to date frat mum, mack!) miles is defo the kind of guy that kit likes to hang around with, he's a serial cuddler too (his cuddles heal all ailments) - he would be the one running out of the theatre after miles to comfort him and try to make everything better!
he's a cutie, they need to be friends! he's got his own issues with his sexuality and while he is accepting of himself the way he is he does feel it's why he's got so many failed relationships and unrequited love affairs under his belt!
Posted: Sep 24 2017, 03:34 PM
22 years old
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Posted: Sep 24 2017, 06:23 PM
hey! First off downtown Franklin is one of my fave places in ever so yes hello hi anyways
So I've got seungjae here! He's part of the frat. He's in his first year after completing his military service back in Korea. He's an interesting one. He's a Mega Fuck Boy and parties super super hard. Yet still manages an almost perfect GPA and being pre vet. His parents wanted him to be a human doctor but he has such a major soft spot for animals. He can be a bit of a douche bag (he'd probs pry miles off of him if he hugged him) but he can be decent enough. He's super smart and tutors people on top of being a part time model. But I can see him being kinda fucked and being v interested in how he's keept a tamagotchi alive for so long. But!!! I think they'd be interesting because I don't think SJ would understand him very well like at all and be like okay I need you to talk a little faster also what are you listening to
I also have jaehyun min who is an angel barista who might know miles? But I'm not sure
Posted: Sep 24 2017, 06:57 PM
Posted: Sep 28 2017, 09:35 PM
Rocket and Miles!
Yeah I'm sure they are just happy bouncy bubs 8D And he would so try and get Miles out and doing something crazy! But rock climbing or laser tag is a good baby step eventually he might be like BUT BUNGEE JUMPING?!?!
Mack & Miles
YES Mack will Mom him for sure. Like idk if it would end up being an issue eventually, idk how Miles exactly gets when he is drunk so like if Mack tried to cut him off if he would get all like N O ITS MINE, and then like really Mack will have to be super mom mode and then the next morning have a talk
Yves & Miles
I'm sure he would be eventually dragged to a frat party! he knows a couple of the boys from classes and just around campus and stuff. But yeh we can totally do where Miles is just convinced that Yves doesn't like him because he just came off cold without meaning to!
Kiet & Miles
I love this and he would have no issue with Miles being just happy and jumpy at work <3 Kiet is really all about fun and happy times ! So yes friends <3
Cherry & Miles
Right now I know Cherry wouldn't tell Miles but at least they could bond over the like close minded families. Though Cherry is still close with his dad because it is the only family he has in the country and stuff sense he moved here from China when he was younger.
But ! im down for any threads <3 or if you want to talk more on line about any of these we defo can :3
Posted: Oct 9 2017, 12:44 PM
23 years old
oph is Online
the animal lover
menacing won + dylan
sliiightly late reply i'm sorry! qvq
anyway, i think dylan would be "haha he's so cute" @ miles as well, though this would mostly be from how miles loves animals, especially cats since they're dylan's favourite qvq he'd probably ask if miles had any pets or anything too (if he mentioned tamagotchi, dylan would 100% be "hey i had that thing too" but i'm not sure how much attention that'd grab from him since he was never really hesitant when it came to grabbing animals and petting them) (he learned how to properly hold birds as a child, for fun). also haha, it's probably senseless, but dylan would totally try to talk him into adopting all the kitties :')
dylan would flirt back, but since he's pining atm, his flirting can end up as makeout buddies at most eh. if you want, i can start something for him or for oli ovo/ or you can hmy at line and we can divide starters or something asdfgada i don't mind either way c:
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