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» if you're under him, you ain't getting over him, vandal & cherry
charmed cherry
 Posted: Jul 27 2017, 02:10 AM
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one, don't pick up the phone // vandal lee
The room was empty, teddy had left just a little while ago, he had to work. While Cherry was still not sure why his friend did what he did he was supportive. It just made him uneasy not to be there and make sure that the smaller pink haired man was treated well. Ever sense that one shoot Cherry had never felt easy with his friend’s career. It was that mistrust in the industry that had him backing out after the one time. That and really he had other aspirations.

The heel’s clicked on the hard wood of the practice room. Cherry facing the mirror so he could take in the movements of his own body as he went through the routine again. The music counting down and then with a start he snapped a leg out in time. Sweat already clung to his skin, only more adding as he danced. A turn and hip thrust. His movements were sharp as he tried to execute all of them flawlessly. And he had been doing a good job until the door to the practice room had started to open.

Seeing the crack in the door he stumbled. Cherry too a hard fall as he lost his balance on his one foot. Thankfully his ankle hadn’t bent but his hip hit the wood at a funny angle. Now on the floor pushing himself upright and music still playing he sighed. After moving to sit somewhat normal and pushing his hair out of his face. One shoe had slipped off from the fall, the heel a couple of inches from his foot. ”I’m pretty sure I have ten more minutes..” He called out somewhat nervously.

So far he had managed to not have anyone catch him dancing like this. At least not anyone he personally knew. At the back of his mind there was always that risk there and he knew it but it wasn’t like he had the space to properly practice at home, and his downstairs neighbors were likely to hate him if he did these routines properly in the shoes he was going to dance in. It wasn’t until after he looked into the mirror to see who had walked in. Staring back was a face that made his stomach drop and face pale. Slowly he pulled his legs in, gingerly taking off his other shoe. The track had stopped now and the room was quite. ”I uh never mind I can leave.” A nervous voice as he reached forward to snatch the shoe that had tried to escape.

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vanpire lee
 Posted: Jul 27 2017, 02:28 PM
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Life was so unexpected of late, things were backward and inside out, upside down and just not right, but at least in the centre of it all was his beacon of perfection, his husband. Van had never felt this way about anyone before, and where once he'd felt selfish (elvish) for keeping kiettisuk all to himself even with that he was starting to grow and just be happy that this was his soulmate. The love of his life, his one and only. Still, being married was such a strange thing for him to get used to, and while he tried to force all the unpleasant things from his mind they still had a tendency to grow and fester and take over like a horrible ugly gargoyle in the corner of his consciousness.

dance was, and always had been, his escape. back when all he wanted to do was make perfect lines with his body, the grace and the beauty that was ballet now seemed too feminine for him. He loved ballet, it was his passion and he was strong and good at it, but the way he'd had to marry his beautiful blonde husband had taken away a chunk of his confidence. He felt emasculated, he felt more than a little threatened, and it was building up inside of him with no release. Fortunately he had the dance studio, the crew, and as he adjusted his backpack on his shoulders he shoved the door to the practice room open. He had checked the booking list, but apparently not very well, because before he even raised his head to peer out from under his SnapBack he could hear the music and the sound of heels. Someone else was in there.

"sorry, thought it was fr-" he recognised the other immediately, words dying on his lips as he stared at Cherry a moment. It didn't take him long to notice the heels, and his brows knit together as he pieced it together, "the fuck you wearing them for?" his relationship with the other had been fast and furious, passionate but volatile. Van did feel guilty for the things he had said in the heat of the moment, the aggression he had shown and the way he had hit cherry so hard, but that guilt made him feel angry every time he saw the other.

hands clenching into fists on the straps of his backpack, he noticed that one of the shoes was missing, and the way Cherry was sitting made van tilt his head slightly, "did you fall? Are you okay?" he took a few steps toward the other, pausing for a moment before he stayed where he was in the centre of the room.

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charmed cherry
 Posted: Aug 1 2017, 05:05 PM
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one, don't pick up the phone // vandal lee
If his ankle ached at all right now Cherry didn’t notice he was too busy pushing down all the dread that was bubbling up in his stomach as he matched the other’s gaze through the mirror. He was pushing the shoes towards his body, just begging that Van hadn’t noticed. Of course it was pointless. The first comment was about the shoes. Cherry just let his mouth drop open but nothing came out.

What was he meant to even answer that with? This was the same kind of feeling he had whenever Van would question what Cherry did for work, and why he was late some nights. It never left the fear that he had when he was with Vandal, and that was in the end why their relationship had failed. They do say that without trust there is no love, that very much proved true with him and the man who was now stepping farther into the practice room.

At least it wasn’t some instant lashing out like Cherry expected. He wanted to remember Van well but it was hard. The lilac haired man had been kind sometimes, they had even had fun. Nights they could dance together and just laugh and sometimes drink. Get warm and fuzzy on cheap beer and then make out some.

”I..” His voice came out week at first. Throat so dry Cherry swallowed then getting up careful about putting too much pressure on his one foot just in case it was worse that he expected from the fall. The shoes held close to his chest , slim arms doing their best to cover them. ”I’m fine.” Cherry then said shuffling over to his bag. The shoes were dumped in and he then grabbed his sneakers. It was awkward, Van just standing there in the middle of the room, knuckles white from gripping the straps on the backpack.

”You look… good,” Cherry felt stupid saying it, he saw Vandal plenty, even if it was always from across a room. Still it felt right to at least say something that way the room wasn’t full of a stiff silence. Cherry struggling to get the back of his hightop up behind his heel and feeling like a fool for it.

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vanpire lee
 Posted: Aug 5 2017, 07:30 AM
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it was pathetic, watching the other half limp across the practice room, but he didn't make a move to follow his ex at all. his sneakers seemed to be glued to the floor as he just stood there. what else was there to do? he felt like he really didn't know Cherry at all, like even less than he had when they were together. There were so many half-truths, so many late nights and stand-ups where cherry just wasn't there. Van had suspected the worst but cherry had never really given him any reason to think otherwise; there had never been any real excuses or explanations. And now this? vandal stared at the heels, confused and slightly weirded out, "did you hurt yourself? how the fuck you going to practice with the crew if you're doing dumb shit like this?"

vandal wasn't understanding what cherry had been up to, it just looked stupid and risky and his ex was going to hurt himself. It wasn't that vandal was worried about the other sustaining an injury - it was how it would affect the crew and how it would affect him.

"what?" the compliment was confusing, and he glanced at himself in the huge floor to ceiling mirrored wall to check his appearance before he wrinkled his nose and looked back at cherry, "I'm married." the other wasn't hitting on him, van didn't think, but he couldn't be sure and standing there in the room completely alone with someone he used to be heavily infatuated with was getting under his skin. The two would exchange eye contact rarely when they danced, their eyes accidentally meeting during chores practices, but it never meant anything - at least for vandal it didn't. He didn't need Cherry in his life, the boy was just another confusing ex of his and van didn't want it to get in the way of his one outlet. if he had his way Cherry wouldn't be in the group at all, but there was no denying that he was talented - after all, that was what had got van's attention in the first place. "what were you doing..."

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charmed cherry
 Posted: Aug 7 2017, 03:58 PM
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one, don't pick up the phone // vandal lee
Confidence was a funny thing. When he had a performance to hide behind Cherry had no issues just being, and that being was bold. When he was pushed far enough finally he would just snap and speak his mind. But right now, none of that confidence was there. He didn't know what Van could do, Really did it even matter now what his ex thought? The judgement was enough to make Cherry want to just get up and run out of the room.

His brows knit when Van got snippy. ”It’s not dumb.” A mix of anger and embarrassment swirling in his stomach and it was threatening to make him feel sick. Still he did his best to just suck it up. All that needed to happen was getting his shoes on and then he could be out of there and not have to deal with Vandal anymore.

Cherry could feel himself start to blush out of more frustration than anything. Realizing how different they were now with each other than they had been ever was almost disheartening. He had liked Van. They had liked each other. Now their relationship had deteriorated into something that was unrecognizable. ”Yeah congratulations on that.” Eye looking at the band that was around the other’s slim finger, finally managing to get his second sneaker on.

Standing up he took a little time to brush his hair out of his face. With the question he sighed. ”I was dancing.” The answer was short and direct, almost as if implying that Van was dumb for thinking that Cherry could possibly be doing anything else. ”I wasn’t going to hurt myself, it wasn't dumb, I knew what I was doing.” Like a stream out of his mouth as he then reached down for, first his portable speaker and phone, and then his bag. ”I only fell because, like I said, I wasn’t expecting anyone to come in cause I had the room for another ten at least.” Licking his lips nervously now Cherry wasn’t expecting himself to get so snippy with the older boy, but there was so much that they had both left unsaid when it came to the time they had spent dating and now was the most they had even spoken to one another since that day Cherry walked away from Vandal after he had been hit so hard.

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vanpire lee
 Posted: Aug 19 2017, 01:53 AM
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Brows raising and knitting together, vandal scoffed and rolled his eyes, looking away only to catch their reflections in the mirrored wall. Shaking his head he looked back, this really wasn’t how he’d wanted to spend the afternoon - not having any sort of conversations with cherry, not being alone with cherry, and definitely not trying to work out why the fuck his ex had been wearing high heels, “You sound like an eight year old.” He looked cherry up and down before he mimicked the other,it’s not dumb.” Rolling his eyes he laughed and walked forward, scooping up cherry’s bag before the other had a chance to stop him and fishing out one of the heels. He stared at in curiosity, confused and wondering what was going on. They’d never really discussed his gender, it was something that cherry had found out all on his own. They hadn’t rushed into sex, it had been heavy makeout sessions more than anything, but then cherry’s hand had slipped up van’s shirt and everything had come out right there and then. Van hadn’t been trying to hide anything from cherry, but his gender wasn’t something that he would just be so open to people about - he had to trust them. Apparently there was something that cherry hadn’t really opened up to him about either...

”dancing… it looked like you were falling,” van quipped nastily, looking from the high heel in his hands to the boy that it somehow belonged to, “What is this, why were you dancing in this?” dancing was his escape, it always had been no matter what form of dance it was - so long as his body was moving and he was able to express his feelings and emotions the best way he knew how (that didn’t involve him punching people and walls and things). He knew that there were a few boys that danced in heels, he’d seen them on the youtube videos of the studios he followed, was this what cherry did? Narrowing his eyes he shoved the heel against his ex’s chest, pushing him backward a little while he did it, before he leered, “if you knew what you were doing why were you on the floor?”

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charmed cherry
 Posted: Sep 2 2017, 02:37 PM
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one, don't pick up the phone // vandal lee
He let out a terse laugh and shook his head. ”That makes you sound just as immature.” Honestly it had hurt. It always hurt whenever Vandal got mean and would either tease him. As much as his fists had hurt of when he was pushed into walls. Cherry didn’t want to just fight with Vandal anymore. There was no reason to forgive the other for what he had done, but also Cherry knew he wasn’t innocent either. He hadn’t ever raised a hand to Vandal but he hadn’t exactly done right by their relationship.

Van grabbed his bag and Cherry almost yelled. His hand scrambled to reach out and take it back, but it was too late. Van dug out a heel. ”What the fuck that’s my stuff you asshole.” He snapped. ”That’s because you came in and made me trip.” A huff. He wa tired of repeating himself. Standing there now with his arms over his chest as he stared down the shorter man. Once they had liked each other, of course now no one would ever believe that.

He was given his stuff back with a shove. A soft oof as he stumbled back. ”fuck off like you never fall Vandal.” He shook his head. ”You can have the stupid practice room, what the fuck ever.” Cherry took a second to shove the shoe back into his bag and zip it closed. ”And I was dancing and I’m not stupid for doing it in heels, just you know what don’t say anything to anyone.”

Cherry was upset and he knew that arguing with Van was nothing but a dead end. At most it would just get him another bloody nose or black eye. Really it was probably dumb of him to even be scared of people finding out about the heels, and the drag. It was something he loved to do but not something he was sure he could stomach people tearing him apart for. More than that he was scared of his father and the only family he had not understanding. Already he didn’t like that Cherry spent so much time dancing. Of course looking at Van now he knew that his fears were trivial compared to what the other had to live through and that just made this whole thing that much more upsetting. Or it just spoke to the difference in strength between them.

Hefting the bag up to his shoulder now he looked at Van again. His brow was knit and he had a scowl on his mouth but he couldn’t hide the hurt and the unresolved feelings that were there. He just shook his head and started on his way out walking lightly on the one tender ankle. It would be fine he would just have to ice it for a little bit and rest the rest of the night.

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vanpire lee
 Posted: Sep 13 2017, 05:29 AM
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Van’s eyes narrowed as his ex called him out but he didn’t say anything, just clenched his jaw. Shoving the bag back at cherry he wrinkled his nose in a snarl, “if you trip because someone walks into a room you can’t be that great at it.” he shook his head and turned away, looking at his appearance in the massive floor to ceiling mirror on the opposite wall to where they stood. Adjusting his shirt and taking his cap off his head he gazed at his reflection critically before he switched his focus to cherry, “why the fuck are you so angry at me?” he turned back to look at the young man behind him and raised his hands, palms up, “you gotta get over it. You know full well it’s affecting OT12 (insert actual dance crew name here), the conflict here. Just deal with it, hey.”

Vandal Lee was actually, in fact, a complete asshole.

No one really knew what happened between him and kiet, how someone so good could be with someone so angry - and the truth was that kiettisuk did make van a much softer person. All that anger needed an outlet though, and while van couldn’t channel it toward his young husband (he loved him so much, things didn’t seem so bad with kiet around), he certainly was taking it out more and more on others around him that just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Cherry had always been the scapegoat. Nothing had changed.

”Yeh i fall but i’m not dancing in those stilts,” van growled, for a moment feeling like this was some sort of dig at his gender before a surge of anger coursed through him and he balled his hands into fists, very nearly just punching cherry for no damn reason other than he was feeling mad. Jaw clenched tight he just glowered at his ex before he let out a short bark of a laugh, “Why shouldn’t i tell anyone? Are you ashamed? Who’s going to give a shit?”

A thought struck him and van paused, rage wavering. Was cherry transitioning? Suddenly van felt sick, like he was going to throw up, reminding himself every bit of his father and the uncontrollable anger the man had slung the young man’s way. Throat constricting, van just stared at cherry before he ran a hand through his hair nervously, sweat beading across his brow and upper lip, “Fuck, Cherry… I’m sorry.”

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charmed cherry
 Posted: Sep 24 2017, 06:06 PM
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one, don't pick up the phone // vandal lee
Seeing Van’s expression just filled him with dread, it was the same looks of anger that was there right before they broke up and Cherry walked away from the disaster their relationship had ended up as. He was scared, not wanting to get beat up again by the other but also was so tired of Vandal just shouting and snapping at him. At one point he maybe deserved it but this time it was unfounded and stupid.

”What the fuck Van, what aren’t you getting about you sacred me geezus.” Cherry snapped back clearly over it, but still he had to get past the other and out the room to really end this. It wouldn’t be an end, they couldn’t really avoid each other right now, not with them both being in the crew. With what Van said next he couldn’t help but laugh. ”Wow? Me? You are the one that came in here just being mad at me I was going to go.” Cherry shook his head bringing a hand up and pushed the hair out of his face.

The other was flinging all these questions at him he didn’t have the energy to answer any of them, he didn’t want to talk about this with his ex. Van had been nothing but volatile sense they broke up, that barrier that had finally broke that night and punched him it was like they weren't ever able to go back to just being okay. Not that either of them had give it a chance at all.

Before he could get passed Van it was like thing switched. Cherry stopped midstep, still angry but now curious. That curiosity swapping for concern as the color seemed to drain from the other’s face and beads of sweat sprouted on his brow and upper lip. ”Are you .. okay?” His voice cracking now at how the whole mood changed. ”What do you mean? What are you sorry for?”

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